Does your spiritual teacher have your best interest at heart?
Being on the Spiritual path is more than sitting in the lotus position meditating and fully immersing yourself in the present moment. It is more than following the guidelines as delivered to you by another human, it is more than retreats and prayer and silence and much of what we have learned through the years. It is the ability to embrace this human experience we are having, with the full spectrum of emotions, while embracing the nothingness and unconditional love which lies behind the veil.
I have been on my own spiritual path, for what seems a whole life time. When in the busy world of 9-5, on the weekends or in the mornings, I would treat myself to a dose of inspirational YouTube videos, by some of my favorite spiritual teachers. It was my way of ‘reminding’ myself to stay ‘connected’ and try to live as spiritual a life as possible.
My last boyfriend, who I believe is my twin flame (which is a whole other topic by itself…. which I may pick up the courage to write about some day, if you would like to know more!) was always saying to me ‘Why are you watching that crap, it’s stuff you already know and it’s in you! Don’t watch these people, who are they anyway!’. I would get really annoyed at this, because I felt he was criticizing my spiritual journey. To me these videos were what I needed, as a compass at the time, to help keep me on course. However, more recently I have had some serious awakenings which have included an awareness over these ‘idols’, if you want to call them that. I have come to realise that they may not all be telling the ‘whole’ truth!
Since lock-down almost everything I have relied upon, and trusted in my world, I have begun to question and in some cases doubt. Having done a lot of research about what’s really going on in the world; the dark shadows, Cabal, attempts at Global Take Over, Vaccines, 5g, Covid-19, and essentially our entire ‘system’, which we have been brainwashed to believe has been protecting us and was in our best interests, I have come to understand that not all is what it seems. It has made me question ‘everything’, and believe me that’s not a comfortable place to be in. In fact, in it’s own right, the discomfort of it has now forced me to back into touch with my self, and therefore I have had to learn to listen to my own instincts. I’ve had to relearn that Yes/No feeling, which was silenced for a long time. My recent realizations have forced me into listening to my ‘self’, which has been exactly what I needed!
An important aspect of our ascension is to be fully present with our bodies, something which we have disconnected more and more from. We have disconnected from our instincts in favor of trusting the information we are being fed, and it is time for us to go back to basics.
I have come to question ‘Just what is happening right now?’, this questioning has led me down rabbit holes deeper than I could have ever imagined. I had never been a ‘conspiracy theory’ kinda gal. I mean, I would take what I wanted and was able to digest from them, but would leave the rest. It was all fear. It was fear which said to me ‘Okay, I can’t handle that idea being real, so rather than allow it to get into my head I’ll just get annoyed at the person telling me, for introducing that dark though and fear to my life, and I will go back to sticking my head in the sand’. That was truly my mentality, not always but certainly at times! However, there is no more sticking my head in the sand. That’s impossible. What I have begun to realise is, exactly what we thought was impossible in the world….. It’s real and it’s happening now. In real time, HD!
I have come to realize that, as a collective, us humans have been slowly manipulated into a particular mindset, and it has been going on for centuries. Movies have de-sensitized us to Global takeover as an idea of fantasy or fiction. It has dumbed us down to think that it is the stuff of movies.
How many of you, when we went into lock-down and heard about this Covid-19 epidemic, said to yourself and each other ‘This is crazy, it seems as though we are in a movie!’, well there you go! They have made reality seem like a movie, which puts us in a state of denial over the fantasy being a reality and makes us easier to manipulate. After all, if you feel something is not real, like it is in the movies, then you will just go along with it in the conviction that you’re imagining it…. well you’re not! Imagine all those other movies you have seen where civil liberties have been taken away, such as The Hunger Games, or Avatar, or any movie where you have seen the badies try to overthrow the goodies. It’s all there on screen, showing you a reality which exists and playing it off as childsplay and make believe, to make us not believe when it’s happening right under our noses. It makes you call those people who believe this fantasy is real ‘Conspiracy Theorists’, because what they speak about seems so far fetched, like the movies, that it couldn’t be true… right?! Wrong!
It’s time to question everything. Everything we have been fed by the media; who does not have your best interest at heart, by celebrities; who many have links to the Cabal and darker shadows and to whom will be exposed very soon for all their misgivings, by politicians; some of who assumed their roles with the best of intentions, but of whom many and most have been puppets of the darker forces and Cabal, and yes… even our teachers; many of whom have entered into their world with the best interests of saving lives and sharing their wisdom, but imagine for a moment the persons writing the history books, or the information, or teaching books, has not been entirely transparent…. imagine they have led us to believe their information was 100% truth…. after all, if it’s written in a book, especially a text book, then most of us don’t question it. What if only 80% of the information we have been fed was truth, and they were slipping in 20% which was either fatal or leading us to a glass ceiling, as means of manipulation. It would be easy to manipulate from a place of authority of power, most people don’t question authority or power. When we are being taught new information if the majority of the teaching resonates, we hold what is called a ‘Yes-Set’ and therefore as the majority we feel is right, then we accept the information as a whole, not aware we have accepted 20% toxicity. Then the teaching, we are receiving and which is being passed down is not complete. It is assumed to be whole and complete, but it is not..
These ‘leaders’ may not always have our best interest at heart. You have to understand that money and fame have been an incredible motivator for the new generations and people will do anything to be in the spotlight. That said, there are countless numbers of people in these professions who are doing what they love, and following their heart and mean no malice in what they do, but even they have been brainwashed. You have to ask…. who are the teachers!
In the last few weeks I have come to question my teachers, and what is their motive behind it all. Why are these people so famous, and what are we not being told.
I am not saying that every teacher is bad, nor am I saying the information they are delivering is incorrect or bad. I am just asking you to open your mind and consider whether perhaps you are been given the whole picture? What information are you not been given?
As a human I believe the best way to learn is by hearing what’s being said, feeling into your body whether or not it feels right, and then understand what that means for you individually. I believe that we should be on guard and objective over the information we take in, over the information we are being fed by main stream media. If somebody is famous, how did they get to that position, who are their friends and connections in the celeb world and what is their message. In that message, do you feel they are genuine or is it possible you are missing something?
Sometimes as humans we may agree with most of what people have to say, in effect what happens is we then turn off our critical thinking and often go along with whatever else it is they are saying. Why would we doubt them, or why would they lie to us? Sound famiilar?
Have you ever wondered what it would feel like to be enlightened? All these people talk about attaining enlightenment, they all talk about being in the present moment of love and joy, but none of them seem to offer terribly functional realities as to how we can integrate this in our every day world.
I remember being in India, meditating, and I felt this overwhelming fear of what my life would be like if I was to no longer feel all the emotions I had, as a human. To be enlightened, to me, meant being in this beautiful blissed out state of happiness, joy, love, and contentment. It sounded amazing, but I wondered how I would converse with other people, who weren’t in that state. In fact, it made me want to avoid those people. I didn’t want to be pulled down to their level and wanted to stay blissed out forever. But what nobody tells you is, how to integrate that into your daily life! After all, being blissed out and in love with the universe will not pay all the bills, for most people, unless you are very focused on positive manefestation.
So, why don’t they tell us how to integrate it all? Why are we left feeling like we are failing by not attaining these heightened states of awareness? I feel quite often the ‘perfection’ of it all, makes it all seem unobtainable and unrealistic by many, and so they never try. So, I got to thinking…. why is there a glass ceiling, and why is nobody talking about it? We are human… we have emotions… feelings… thoughts… and we are here to express and experience them all. They all serve a function and yet we are trying to shut parts of us off…. Is it possible, that our famous teachers are not telling us something? Is it possible that some, not all, are being controlled or manipulate by the same strings at the top of the food chain? Is it possible there is some aspect of darkness dressed up as light, to stop us from ascending? Wolf in sheeps clothing?
I am by no means saying, for those of you starting on this path, that you should ignore or be completely un-trusting of these teachers… in fact at the time I felt I too needed their information to help me get to where I am today, however what I am saying is…. Always Question your reality…. and be curious! If you feel there is something missing, and it keeps coming to mind and you keep shoving it to the back of your head… perhaps meditate on that and ask yourself why are you thinking it, and could it be true! That can often be your intuition guiding you!
As you walk your spiritual path it is okay to swing from ‘getting it’, to not ‘getting it’. It is okay to feel like you are in alignment and even more perfectly fine to fall out of alignment, how else would you know you were in alignment in the first place – only by going off track! All humans were designed to experience the full range of emotions, what is not normal is for us to be in a constant state of any one emotion such as stress, fear, anger, anxiety, depression etc. It is however perfectly okay to swing into and out of these emotions as we travel this path of life. If you get angry/sad/depressed etc, it is perfectly fine to feel that emotion… what is important is feeling it, being aware of it, self enquiry as to what may have triggered it, feel compassion for that emotion and allow it to go. When you practice that you will find that your emotions, the whole range and spectrum, will come and go like the breeze. You will still experience each and every emotion, as you are human and not a robot, however their grip on you will lessen and they will become background echoes to your life story.
Be your own teacher -your greatest hero, is your body, it holds all the answers if we would simply listen XXX
